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Kind Of Alive EP

by Aaron Kyle

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1.
Church Hands 03:21
High above the bed, this is what she said She said, “I can’t do this again.” I said, “Baby, yes you can.” Do you think we could be friends? She said, “I don’t know, man.” Do you think we could be friends? She said, “I do not know, man.” Church hands, they fold in prayer They are strong church hands Church hands, they fold in prayer Olive fingers grasp the razor And she is lost again Like a line in the sand Church hands wrapping ‘round my heart High above the bed “I guess I’m really strong.” And I was thinking, “Baby, you are wrong.” What she thought was strength was fear So I asked her come near “You’re a monster down inside.” Well if so, enjoy the ride Maybe I can be taught But the demon, he cannot Church hands, they fold in prayer They are strong church hands Church hands, they fold in prayer Olive fingers grasp the razor And row after row She prays through her nose Church hands wrapping ‘round my heart
2.
She done me Sometimes I wish that she was blind Like all the legends go She says that I do all the things that she needs me to do She said, “The point of this is one, not two.” She takes her time I’ll put you up You nor I bothered when we saw each other down the block I mean it, officer, I never even met this girl before So is that it? Will I pay full or half price for the mirror That I might not have broken? I thought we had a connection but this proves yet again She is merely illusion She done me Sometimes I wish that she was blind like all the legends go She said, “You do all of the things that I need you to do.” “But the point of this is me, not you.” She waits in line I’ll turn you out I mean it, officer, it was just a little dispute You’ll never hear a peep from me whether or not it is the truth Did you hear an explanation She said to call her ‘Mischa’ I said, “You call me ‘master.’” She said, “Please call me ‘Mischa.’” She said, “I call you ‘master.’” We ran faster and faster And faster So much for the isolation I almost wanted to feel Clinging desperately To what I thought was real She said to call her ‘Mischa’ And I thought it was a dream I said, “I called you ‘master.’” We ran faster and faster We ran faster and faster Goodbye, my dreamer I remember you But that would be untrue Goodbye, my dreamer I remember But that would be uncool Goodbye, my dreamer I remember you But that would be untrue Dreamer Uncool You should always remember to remember me too
3.
Doin' It 04:57
I keep trying to picture you But every time you look a little different So I tried to draw a picture of you And I wrote you in as a full-time addict But instead of red, you wear purple Your eyes are all muddy and you’re fucking a jerk Who in his spare time tries to hit rewind But there are real people here so it’s all futile I think I thought that I was older Than I thought I was at the time I think, I think, I think I need a goddamn drink I need a drink just to see you I need a drink just to see you I need a goddamn drink If you’re done with me and I’m done with you Then why the fuck are we still doing it? It was fun for me and you had fun too But I think tonight that we should call it quits If you’re done with me and I’m done with you Then why the fuck are we still doing it? Are we still doing it? Maybe there isn’t any time Or just not enough of it To look at what we have left behind And take any stock in it But that ass is unstoppable The Anti-Life Equation unsolvable So we live in a world that’s unconquerable If you’re done with me and I’m done with you Then why the fuck are we still doing it? It was fun for me and you had fun too But I think tonight that we should call it quits If you’re done with me and I’m done with you Then why the fuck are we still doing it? Why the fuck are we still doing it? When we were young we thought it would be so simple You give it all up and you get romance Sick of this down-on-knees begging to please you Spending all my goddamn money To keep a lock on that ass If you’re done with me and I’m done with you Then why the fuck are we still doing it? It was fun for me and you had fun too But I think tonight that we should call it quits If you’re done with me and I’m done with you Then why the fuck are we still doing it? Are we still doing it? If you’re done with me and I’m done with you Then why the fuck are we still doing it? It was fun for me and you had fun too But I think tonight that we should call it quits If you’re done with me and I’m done with you Then why the fuck are we still doing it? Why the fuck are we still doing it?
4.
The ghost is reaching deep inside I feel the tendrils crawl behind the dark folds She sits on a grey and green carpet It’s hot as hell and I’m trying to sweat it all out Trying to relax the muscles that flex Tense with petty indifference It comes and goes The wait for a familiar engine hum continues Now I clearly wasn’t sober enough But something just did not add up Regardless of the face the name’s the same I’ll take you up above the ground Visit where you used to live The only way I know to be true It’s in the past, my darling No, Doctor, the medicine has yet to take effect It still hurts with the mark of every second Soon the view will change But will my eyes remain Glued to that same old termite-ridden window pane Draped in a cloak of selfish contemplation The questions I ask far too small to mention Something in the sky Something that could fly Something I cannot erase Because I saw it with my own two eyes The day is long She don’t want another song I had a dream that we spoke at length And the things that I confessed Did rend your heart from out your breast Things again like they were in the past Our onset: cosmic and magnificent Our downfall: tragic and stale with death I keep in mind the things we’re fighting for Walking down the block and everything is empty Sagging like the blood that’s in his veins Where did our city go? I don’t know, Doctor, but I don’t give a shit Since when did they care about our part in all this Somewhere familiar, where I am not sure But I’m looking at her feet as she’s walking out the door They were so perfect, so perfectly sculpted How do you look so good You’re just so perfectly sculpted The band began to play First she grabbed his face Then they started to sway They cut to the chase The day is long She don’t want another song

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Versions of old songs done up for live shows with backing tracks for foolish and pointless reasons that are utterly inconsequential.

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released September 8, 2018

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