The Semi​-​Open Mind EP

by Aaron Kyle

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1.
(A decision unmade Exists in a quantum state Now we can put the rumors that exist In a state of permanent persistence To bed with the rest Of the awful decisions That equate to a life's worth of messes) No more coffee in the morning No more zines, no more boring, pointless parties Where I can feel my face deforming I think the best that we can do Is put my stuff under the awning And remember how this happened As a warning Nothing turned out the way I thought it would And I didn’t stop to ask that just because I could does that mean that I should I’m having too many imaginary conversations about things that never happened Or things that happened years ago with people that I hardly know But lover I still love you so I’m having too many imaginary conversations About hooks that never fastened And songs that I will never write Lives that I destroyed with spite But lover I still love you so It’s probably best that you don’t know (We're floating in liquid Reaching out Alone Pointing and pondering Entire universes come and go In moments As they test their theories on the Semi-Open Mind) No more cigs and no more drinking Got to get back to some thinking About the time I’ve got and if I’ve got an inkling Of how to live within this world Make my peace with what unfurled Assess the damage done and stop that light from blinking Nothing turned out the way I thought it would And I never stopped to think about my choices and if they were any good I’m having too many imaginary conversations about things that never happened With people who have long been dead Father why'd you drink instead Of teaching me how to be a man But yeah, I understand I'm having too many imaginary conversations about shit that never went down And lover I still love you so I think that you already know Let's pack it up and go go go
2.
I heard the voice and it was drifting down the street Pulling money out that I can hardly see The smoky voice, it was lazy in the heat I could not control the thing inside of me The night was long and it began to snow I had hoped the both of us would lose control The day began to break and we began to drink And that is when it went all blank or so I think So they tell me I look so confused And it's true You never know what I'll do to you Please look the other way so I don't run you through We tired so hard and we kept trying too I hardly dream but when I do it's of a door It doesn't fit inside the frame it is ajar There's something on the other side that's making sound This is the time I really wish you were around Then the light inside the bathroom flickers on I stare in terror as the shower curtain is drawn There is a thing hidden beneath the plastic sheet It reaches up and there is nothing to be seen I woke up to a bomb going off in my head And it's true Maybe you don't know when you're dead Then who, who is going to take the place of you Who can I let in my head I thought I knew the answer when the day went blank
3.
She’s whirlin’ ‘round my head She’s whirlin’ ‘round my head The way I see it we only have one chance To pivot away from this torrid romance Because I don’t think it’s a good idea to stay But I know you’ve come from across the bay So maybe we can play a couple songs together And spend the day outside depending on the weather I’ve been waiting for this moment for what seems like ages The evidence is scattered ‘cross a thousand pages I’m not sure what you had in mind I want to dance but there’s no time The way it seems it seems there’s just one way Though we’ve tossed all kinds of answers at it the whole day She’s running round my mind Dancing all the time So book the tour then write the book I’m sure we’ll be just fine So maybe we can play a couple shows together We’ll make some money and one day our gear will get better You’ll wear a wreath of daisies and I’ll go to the mountain Where aliens are camping by a big blue fountain I’m not sure what you had in mind She’s whirlin’ ‘round my head I want to dance but there’s no time She’s whirlin’ ‘round my head
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Wither 04:39
Don’t let me hide Because I will wither Don’t let me keep my secrets Because I’ll never sleep again It’s been a while since I have dreamed I find it hard to keep contained The vessel does its daily work And returns dreading to the dark I found god in the pain of wishing For a better world without the lash Don’t let me hide in your shadow Because I will wither to bone Don’t keep our secret from your son I never want to sleep alone I found god in the pain of wishing For a better world without the lash I found god retreated to the gap Reflecting on the old abuse Gazing up and at the noose Don’t let the world sink into sin Don’t let me beg, don’t let me in Shake off the yoke of ragged breath And maybe we will sleep again
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A new demo made on a desk in a hole

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released August 24, 2018

AK - everything except fake drums on "Imaginary Conversations"

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